The Blabbering Of The Young One...

Kids these days are such fools!

Umm... Does that include meh?? ... i'm.. a budak?? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

It can't beeee!!

o___________o

............

Owh, i'm gonna start school soon~!!

I'm so excited!! :D

Or..

Will next year be worst than this one...

Jeng jeng jeeennggg..

O_________o ta B disambung-ed :E (feffiwoff teef :D)

Nasi Lemak Is Goooooood....

nasi lemak nasi lemak nasi lemak nasi lemakk.....

It's so...

the feeling! the taste! It's indescribable!!

TT________TT

My Thoughts, Their Thoughts, OUR Thoughts :D

Look,
Turn Around,
But Chances Will No Longer Be Around,
No Matter How Motivated You Are Now.

There Are Times,
You Can't Proceed,
Right?

There Are Times,
When You're Heart Just Bleeds,
The Words Are There,
Why Don't You Use Them?

These Words Are Everything I Wish To Tell You,
But I'm sorry that,
These 100 paper butterflies,
Will Just Be Paper,
They Will Never Be Real.

Even If I Get By With These Lies,
These Blood-Soaked Hands,
Wouldn't I Still Be Feeling The Regret,
Until The Time,
My Heart Stops Pumping Blood,
And When My TEars Become Dry,

The Burden Shall Be Shouldered By Me,
The Pain,
If You Don't Live Happily Don't Be Surprised If I Suddenly Start Running Towards You
With A Knife.

You May Not Understand Now,
But I'm Sure You Will,
Pain And Saddness Included.

So Don't Give Up,
Hold On Tight.

Why?

Because Isn't This Our Life?

"Damn it, When They Said Free Food, I Didn't Think They Meant That We Had To Get Off Our Asses To Get The Food"

I pity them fools... I just watched the extended version of Lord Of The Rings: Return Of The King again last night...

There was a part where Gandalf said to the soldiers of Gondor,



"You Are Soldiers Of Gondor!
No Matter What Comes Through That Gate,
You Will Stand Your Ground!!"


If this whole situation was real, i bet the first thing that would pop up in their minds is..


"Crap, is it too late for a career change??"

Same Old Teenage ~poo~ (: D) That You Hear EveryDay... Isn't It Funny That We All Have The Same Issues?? XD LoL.. TEENAGERS!

Same old, same old... Yea, It's meh...




I'm a teenager, no wait... a human, who admits, i make mistakes on a daily basis.

Hi, I go by the name Airah,

i'm still in my self-finding process in life.

I try... i try... i try... It's so hard to be yourself isn't it?
Nah, i admit, i'm just making it hard... But, the fear of everyone rejecting myself, always.... ALWAYS... haunts me...

I have a nasty temper, i don't show it, most people don't know it, but yea, but i can calm down faster than you can say "Peanut Butter And Macaroni Cheese Sticks!!" ... o_______o

Most of the time... Especially in the sekolah... I'm quiet... Really quiet.. I'm usually like that because, well, i don't feel like talking??!! XD Or i think that that person/people are such idiots..

That doesn't mean that each time i zip my mouth means i think you're stupid :D






I have no idea what i wanna do once i get out of school, but.. i hope i will have enough time to find out until then..


Airah not being random,
Over and Out
: D

DON'T TELL MY MOM O_O.... no, seriously..

They say.....

No...

My MOM says, I sound wiser(?) when i write....? lol, that's...um... Pretty.. unexpected?? XD lol

I was like.... That's a good thing right? Cause... I wanna be young wise! XD not old wise... Not that there is a difference, except, of course... THE AGE...

But then again, she IS my ~mamma~ (o____________o) ... so, she could be right..?



XD...

What Do You Think? What Do I Think? Actually I Don't Really Care What You Think :D

Change....

Ughh...

Ehemmm...




CHANGE ISN'T ALWAYS EASILY ACCEPTED,
NOR EASY TO REFUSE...


Change... Doesn't it just burn sometimes?

The Thoughts... The Thoughts... The Thoughts...

There was a time,
When everything sang for me,
The flowers blooming,
Birds chirping,
And we were all laughing.

There was a time when we remembered,
and a time i was forgottten,
There were times we were happy,
And times we were sad,
Times we were happy and glad.

Times of hatred and deceit,
Times of jealousy and weep,
So many memories,
Remembered so few,
So many memories from me to you.

I love 'em.. Do You? What do I love? Isn't It simple? Isn't It Easy? I love, Candy :D

Today, me and hanna went to the nearby restoran to makan-makan,

After we finished, There were these middle-aged geezers...

They were so miang! GODDAMMIT!!!

I don't know which is worse, those ala gangsters or these old geezers??

I just felt like kicking their balls.

I bet they were all married =_=

I never want to see them again.

GET AWAY FROM MEEEE!!!

GO DIE!

GO TO HELL!!

Chupa Chups, Clouds, And Sasha...?

Chupa Chups... ARE SO NICE...
I mean,
They are frikkin delicious!!!!

I love watermelon flavour...
It rocks :D







Clouds are just....
Cool..
They are just so beautiful..
Sometimes when i'm bored out of my mind.
I just go out the window and climb on my roof,
and just stare at the clouds (but then i quickly go back in to stop the passerby's from staring =___= damn them..)

They just look so....
Unreal..

I wish i was a cloud..

They are just so magical :D


o___________________________________________o

I Just Watched 2012 with my dad yesterday,
And there was this guy who acted as the russian pilot,
and his name was..

SASHA...

that's it :D

I Bet Edward Scissor Hands Never Got The "Plastic" Cuts +________+

It hurts....
Like...
REALLY..

I never thought,
That one day,
I would actually get cut by plastic...

It's small...
But it..

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSS!!!!!

It all happened after we came back from giant..
sniff...
Waaaaahhh!!
The Telur Punye Plastic Thingy!!
The Plastic!!
THE HORROR!!!

TT___TT

Once again, The Airah has become totally random XD

lol

Btw MARR, :E wemember feffiwoff? the teef? the teef?

BTW MARR,

Last Week Wednesday I went to MELAKA,

I went to the tesco or jusco there and, while I was there, i passed by this alchohol shop...

I saw, on the display, the vodka bottles that you were talking about on your "Na z'darovye!" ... I saw the bottles like the ones on top~!!

Dey so pwettyy.... Seriously, these people really know how to design their bottles!

No Wonder Ivan likes vodka so much.. =___=... but then again, he russia XD


If you start collecting them one day, call me over.

I'll go to your rumah, and we can just stare at them all day!

XD


I mean... Aren't they... pwetty~?? XD Look at them~! If only malaysians could create this type of design...

=_____________=







But then again, If i had these bottles, i wouldn't drink it(DUH..), i'll put it in a glass case or something~ :D

KapalKawan? O_O... KawanKapal?? ...? :D

I've always wanted to know the meaning of friendship, so i researched it on wiki o_______o.... Lol, here's what i got~! :D



Best friend (or close friend): a person(s) with whom someone shares extremely strong interpersonal ties with as a friend.



Acquaintance: a friend, but sharing of emotional ties isn't present. An example would be a coworker with whom you enjoy eating lunch, but would not look to for emotional support.



Soulmate: the name given to someone who is considered the ultimate, true, and eternal half of the other's soul, in which the two are now and forever meant to be together.



Pen pal: people who have a relationship via postal correspondence. They may or may not have met each other in person and may share either love, friendship, or simply an acquaintance between each other.



Internet friendship: a form of friendship or romance which takes place over the Internet.



Comrade: means "ally", "friend", or "colleague" in a military or (usually) left-wing political connotation. This is the feeling of affinity that draws people together in time of war or when people have a mutual enemy or even a common goal. Friendship can be mistaken for comradeship.As a war ends, or a common enemy recedes, many comrades return to being strangers, who lack friendship and have little in common.



Casual relationship or "Friends with benefits": the sexual or near-sexual and emotional relationship between two people who don't expect or demand to share a formal romantic relationship.



Blood brother or blood sister: may refer to people related by birth, or a circle of friends who swear loyalty by mingling the blood of each member together.



Cross-sex friendship is one that is defined by a person having a friend of the opposite sex: a male who has a female friend, or a female who has a male friend. Historically cross-sex friendships have been rare. This is caused by the fact that often men would labor in order to support themselves and their family, while women stayed at home and took care of the housework and children. The lack of contact led to men forming friendships exclusively with their colleagues, and women forming friendships with other stay at home mothers. However, as women attended schools more and as their presence in the workplace increased, the segregated friendship dynamic was altered, and cross-sex friendships began to increase.



Open relationship: a relationship, usually between two people, that agree each partner is free to have sexual intercourse with others outside the relationship. When this agreement is made between a married couple, it's called an open marriage.



Roommate: a person who shares a room or apartment (flat) with another person and do not share a familial or romantic relationship.



Imaginary friend: a non-physical friend created by a child. It may be seen as bad behavior or even taboo (some religious parents even consider their child to be possessed by an evil spirit), but is most commonly regarded as harmless, typical childhood behavior. The friend may or may not be human, and commonly serves a protective purpose.



Spiritual friendship: the Buddhist ideal of kalyana-mitra, that is a relationship between friends with a common interest, though one person may have more knowledge and experience than the other. The relationship is the responsibility of both friends and both bring something to it.





I Also Found This Poem... It might relate to some of you or not, but, iono XD... It's by this chick that goes by the name CLAIRE,


WHAT IF?
© Claire

Friends tell you their secrets
Friends are meant to share
Friends are meant to cheer you up,
What happens when they’re not there?

Is it hard when you don’t have
Someone to lean upon?
When you need a friend to care,
but they, your friends, have gone?

What if you were split
Up from your best friend?
Do you think you’d care
If your friendship ends?

Would you slowly drift apart,
Go in separate ways?
Or would you both grow closer
Grow closer day by day?

What if your friends started
Saying things behind your back?
Would you stand and face them,
Or would your courage lack?

Perhaps it would be safer
To let your friendships mend,
Push these thoughts behind you,
And make the questions end.

To Be Or Not To Be? A desplazarse sobre o no? ¿Qué debo hacer? ¿Sabes? Porque yo por mi parte, no tienen idea de qué hacer ...

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.



Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.



Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

The Camera May Be One Of The Few Dangerous Possesions A Girl Could Have O_o

We Can't deny the fact that our phones are filled with photo's of us looking all cute and... uhhhh... can't really describe it.. XD

It's just sad =_=... Seriously SAD...

XD

When You Realize That Everything Isn't What It Used To Be, Don't You Just Wish That You Could Scream "Ебать!"

Btw all the foreign languages that i've been using is russian FYI..

All thanks to Marr and Hetalia xD~!!

Holidays... Ahhhh... It's the time where kids plan on doing everything they've always wanted to do! BUT unfortunately... Things don't always go right...

Kesian kesian... I just hate it when it happens!

Have you ever tried looking back, say when you were a kid, and think, "gawd damn! Things were so easy on me back then! All i had to do was talk in an annoying baby-ish tone, poop, eat, play, and everyone would love me! But now..."

Yes, we get it all the time =_= just stings like a real bitch right?

Unfortunately, Open your damn eyes and see, time won't change, We can't go back into the past, i doubt someone will ever be able to break the time and space continuum, so stop wasting your time, and move on!

,is what i'd try to say to myself... And again i tell myself,

"time will heal you, so just... hold on.. just a lil longer.. And it will all be like nothing had ever happened.."

I hope time will be able to heal.

To hell with 2009, Woo hoo 2010 xD

Ahhhhh.... The year went by so fast...

Actually it didn't, this year has probably been one of my worst. So much bad shit happening i almost just wished that this year didn't exist.

Owh well, at least I'm behind all that stuff... or am i?


Good Riddance 2009

жизнь и смерть

There has to be atleast once in your life where you ask yourself...

"How much time do i have left?"
"Will i have done everything that i ever wanted to before my 'time' comes?"
"How will i die? Will i Die happily?"

"What will happen after i die? Will I go To Heaven or Hell?"


I have never thought much about what i want to do with my life.. I have never really valued it either.. I'm really afraid of thinking what happens to me after i die...

I guess it's normal for everyone to be thinking this.

It's really hard.. Living is hard.

In life, we don't get it very easy.

As a teenager, you go to school, teacher tell you to study really really hard so that you can get all A's. They make us think that if we get anything below A, we are stupid. I know that that thinking is wrong. I know, but sometimes we can't help but to think that way.

Studies is one thing, but then you got back stabbers, you got people who isolate you, bullies, Ex-best freinds, ex-enemies, acquaintences... Maybe one or two among them will be your good friends.

All they do is make your life harder. Friends will start going against each other.. And you will have to make a decision. If you choose either one, you will lose a friend. Choose neither, you lose both.

Ahhh, love, the happiest thing a girl could ever encounter. Especially if you're still in high school. Everyone will encounter the 'puppy dog' illness. They all think that their in love. Infactuation... It's terrible. One-sided love, most people say its worst. Make the wrongs choices and one way or another, you get pragnant and the guy gets away with it. The parents will call you a whore.

Life does suck.

All this makes you think, is life really that worth it?

I think that it is, even though bad shit happens to you, you get played or whatever, but at times, there will be a time when you are truely happy. Even though its only only for a minute or two...

They say form 1 and form 2 and the crucial times, because that's when you start finding yourself, or finding new friends, your old bestfriends somehow becoming more and more unknown to you.

And they also say that your last few years of school will be your best. You will become more mature, so do some of the guys. Thats the time when evryone becomes more known to you. Also the time when you are about to enter the "alam dewasa" (oooooh)



I hope i will live long enough so that i can experience all kinds of things.
I hope i won't die to soon..

Life and Death
жизнь и смерть

..Конец..

Pineapples Have Never Been This Good O_O...

Seriously!! I've always hated pineapples cause.... I didn't like the taste, but their actually not that bad O_O

My eyes have now been opened to a new world... A world of...

PINEAPPLES O_O

Freaky?

Yes I know...

But..

Their Pineapples O_O

Let's Go Dream Team~!!!

Minho from SHInee is so adorable~ Me and billy were watching him on KBS today, Kyaaa...~~ <3<3 Looks like fangirls will forever be ones XD

I guess lying is unavoidable...?

We can't help but to lie lie lie.... I challenged myself to not lie for the whole day today. I didn't :D

Feeling really proud of myself atm... :D

Challenging yourself is so fun~! Like challenging yourself to win that phone game that gets you so addicted!!

haihh...

:D

So Much For Never Writing Again... =_=

H-E-T-A-L-I-A.....

It is so awesome~~!!! >_<
It's so awesome....

NEED I SAY MoRE??? IT'S FRIKKIN AWESOME~~!!!

>_<

:D

Over and Out.

Damn It's Been Long.....

Blogs are such a drag... i mean, why bother to actually tell people about your life? And you always have to update it and bla bla bla ... Not that i actually care XD

It has been a year since i've been trying to revive that sad excuse for a computer... But i'm not going to give up yet... Not yet~!!

I'm probably not gonna update this blog until another year or so... lol... so Bye~Bye :D