It's March 2011 =________=

That's it..

I'm never gonna skip meals again, even if i'm engrossed with a really cool game...

I should pay someone to feed me!!

No, my mom would smack me O_O

Because We're Only Human.

Often people say, Only the closest of friends fight,

Isn't the total bull?

Fighting is just a conflict between two individuals.

After all, human being are a type of creatures who cannot understand each other solely by the truth...

It's impossible to stay away from being hurt for a life time.

But...

Try not to hurt those dearest to you...



That's how i think it should really be.

Stop The Season, Stop The Sting...

Take a deep breath... OMG OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGG!!!

Lolz, nothing, it's just that i got to see SUJU last week saturday.. WHICH WAS AWESOOOME!!! XD

I know that most of the people i know aren't crazy about this whole K-Pop thing, and that i'm weird...

BUT SO WHAT?

What the hell are you gonna do about it?? I like it!! SO WHAT????


sighhh... fucktards..

The Lone Wolf

I'm sorry if i constantly annoy you guys....


kill me now


i'm sorry.

Rain With A Chance Of Chupa Chumps...

I once asked a friend... What would you if i suddenly died? She told me that she would say to the mourner, "I knew we should've taken her seriously when she said Geography bored her to death.."

lol nady.. lol

kesian marr... i accidentally accused marr because i thought she was someone else... kesian her o__o... lol


I'M SO SORRY MARR!!!!

i hope you forgive meh!! and may this be a reminder to those of you, who put unknown display names on msn...

i'm sorry marr...

It just BURNS when the truth comes out... DOESN'T it?

Is it better to live a life, in darkness... No knowing anything, or, would you rather get hurt, so that you can know the TRUTH?

I'm moving on, but i know that, there will be times, when i'm weak or depressed, they will come haunt me...

I have friends... I'm happy..

Sorry if i don't notice that you guys are giving me support :D.. thanks to:

i)Nady and Soya

ii)Syahir
iii)Sara

and.. of course

iv)Haziq (not haziq TB ye!!)

thanks guys :D

LOVE YAA!!!

Because We're Only Human...

I guess some old scars were meant to stay permanent,
That or they heal damn slooooww... =___=

I never did realize why this pained me so goddamn much last year, a lil here and there this year..

I just thought maybe it was all my fault,
That they changed and I didn't,
I always thought..
Maybe i wasn't good enough,
Maybe I was flawed,
Maybe I was too childish..

Maybe... Maybe..

Maybe I did something that they hated so goddamn much that they decided to make me "pay back" for annoying them so much..

I kept on thinking like this last year..

God was i stupid or what..

Then i found out little bits of the truth,
What they've been saying to people and stuff,
(Ahhhh, the best thing about school... Your secret's never seem to stay 'SECRET')
After hearing what they had to say about me,
I was just thinking...

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN THINKING OF THE WHOLE LAST YEAR?
Was I that stupid?? That Idiotic??
I was a stupid fool who couldn't think for herself..

So in my head i was like...
Did they even care? Or Maybe they did care, but all that love just sorta ran out as we got older...

Well, Thanks to them, I'm slowly starting to learn how to stand up for myself...
And to not trust anybody so easily..

I guess in a way, i am trying to blame you guys for making me have the worst form two life ever...(It was my fault as well =__=)

But...

atleast I had the best form 1 life.

SANTA'S RED IS A BLOOD COLOURED HELL

The day we were born,
Would Actually Mean,
The last day we are free.

Without realizing it,
We've become boxed in,
Trapped,
Into this meaningless existence we call life,
Unable.. To. Do. ANYTHING