For some reason, I hate nice people O_o...

I like weird people... I like extra sarcastic or blur people. I also like the people who are nice but i know they aren't 100% nice. I dunno why, but it's really hard to believe that there is actually someone who is really nice... i dunno why.

Probably I don't trust them, because i've had some very unpleasent past experiences with friends back at my old school(probably one of the reason why i'm so screwed up right now.. ha ha XDDD)...Well there is also a recent story that made me not trust people who appear to be very nice...

There's this girl(whose name shall not be revealed cause i'm a very kind person..pfft..Just call her girl X)in class --BEEP--, she is very nice to people, she allows them to borrow her stuff, when people accidently spilled their water on her baju she didn't mind, when people ask her to help them with homework she helped... but...one day... One of my --BEEP-- was crying cause a few or her classmates were talking bad about her behind her back...

I asked her how did she find out. She said that one of her friends(girl Y) told her, then i asked her, how did girl Y know in the first place? She said girl Y overheard girl X and some other or her classmates talking bad about her. I dunno if girl Y was lying or not, but, ever since then, i just didn't trust her completely....Well, not completely, at least tinggal about 10% left XDDD...

Aiwahhh...

PS - Beware of the people who are nice to you... but that doesn't mean that everybody who seems nice are mean, well, i learned that the hard way XDDD...

I'm me... Not Entirely sure about that but... Yea, i am what i am.

I'm a very complicated person... Trust me, I am. So, Since i'm a complicated person, these feelings that i have in my head must be complicated as well right? Bingo! I just hit a bullseye XDDD....

Some of these feelings, i dun anyone to know... Because in a way, they are very selfish, possesive, and etc....

I also get mad and jealous easily... So even though you may not know what you did wrong(and probably you didn't do anything wrong), if i suddenly just get angry at you or ignore you, or just make a blank face or blur face(but also means i'm not interested or i don't really have the mood to talk or i'm bored to death XDDD)....then you'll know.

I can't really explain it, but sometimes i know myself and sometimes i don't... It's weird but, whatever. I'm still an energetic youth, If my life span is long enough probably i'll be able to figure myself out.

Aiwahhh...

PS - From when i was born, till now... No one has ever been able to understand me or my feelings... But i hope there will be someone...someday.. XDDD

HONOUR TO THE PENGUINS~!!! >_<

Koizora

This is about this movie that i've been wanting to watch ever since....i saw that trailer... The trailer that i saw with Mar the day i went to watch a movie with billy, me, mar, and taufeeq.... The tittle is kinda cheesy but what ever!!!! i really like this movie so i dun need your opinions!!!! The english tittle is called sky of love....(=_=)" ...

Description...
-Last fall, over 3 million people were brought to tears by the movie Koizora. The original story of Koizora, by the author Mika, was popularized on the cell phone novel site, Mahou no Land, and since then has been turned into a novel, a movie, and now a drama. The highly popular movie will be turned into a drama, which follows the life of a normal higschool girl who experiences many unbelievably sad events, but through it all proving that love conquers all, and this true love story remains unchanged from the movie. Not only does it simply portray the first love of the highschoolers, it shows the warmth from the family, the importance of life, the bonds with friends, and the common happenings of teens, and through it all Mika and Hiro's love story gets unwound.

I dun like the drama... The dude that plays Hiro is so...not hot and isn't the slightest, in my opinion, cute!!... and the chemistry between Mika and Hiro, i just don't feel it in the drama... and as i was saying...the guy is NOT CUTE!!!! >_<

I've spent god knows how many hours searching for the movie, you can watch the drama on youtube, but i wanna watch the movie!! It's available on veoh but.... VEOH ISN'T FRIKKIN AVAILABLE IN MALAYSIA!!! WHY???!!

and so, i didn't give up! My semangat to watch it still exist... and finally my patience has been awarded

http://shisaki.co.nr

i'm soooo happy~!!!

I would like to thank this person who's gender is still a mystery to me, (from crunchyroll, username...)apirl, THANK YOU~!!! Even though i have absolutely no idea who you are, but... I LOVE YOU!!!! >_<

Cast from Movie
Yui Aragaki - Mika
Haruma Miura - Hiro

Cast from drama
Mika - Erena Mizusawa
Hiro - Koji Seto

You can also watch it at mysoju, but, it's like in parts so it's a bother la...

Okay~!! I got 1 more hour to waste till sahur,
Aiwahhh....

FYI, it's PG-18 cause it got those "tak baik" stuff that "little" kids can't watch... Just dun watch it whe nyour little sis/bro or parents are around.

....sorry, me again XD

I noticed something.... Yea... I did.... It's nice to stay up and stuff to watch your fav anime and read manga but...... I ACTUALLY SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY~!!! I mean, i coukd've used all that sleeping time surfing the net and reading pointless crap or something!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

Well.... At least Mr.Apple got some sleep~ ^^ ............................ =_=.. FUCK THAT!!!! >_<

Has A Blank Mind and A Blur Face ATM,
Aiwahhh....

A hilarious vid...

Yea.... my brother was nice enough to leave Mr.Apple with me for the whole day~!!! i'm soooo happy~!!! And i didn't go to school today cause i woke up late o.o YAAY~!! i get to stay at home with Mr.Apple~!!

Anyways, yea, my brader, he showed me this hilarious Vid... You guys should watch it... It's about this dudde trying to be a six year old....



In this one interview with this comedian, they asked him why he started doing this.... He said it was because he was sick of those people with their webcams acting like their life is miserable... =_=....

Watch and laugh, Fart and Cry,
Aiwahhh...

Not Asleep Yet...

Code Geass R2 epi 21 update...
Lulu-sama is the emperor of Britannia!! W00t!!! Go My Lulu-samaaaa~!!! >_<.... Gonna watch Epi 22 now~ XD

Code GEass R2 epi 22 update...
WTF!!! Nunally is alive and is the enemy of Lulu-sama??!!! Sigh... Why does this kind of crap keep on happening...

Poor Lulu-sama... Looks like Code Geass is far from over... I hope there is a season 3 XDDD


Ps - To Marr, I don't Suzaku that much now so you can continue to like him ^_^ I hate Scheniciel now!! ><

Aiwahhh...


fyi.... I'M GOING TO SLEEP FOR REAL THIS TIME XD

Ja Ne~!!!

No, i'm not moving... it's just that... Mr.Apple isn't mine and tomorrow....well today, he will be taken away by the big chubby man that likes to take pictures of himself at least 20 times a day..... TT^TT....

Probably won't be on for a few weeks...
(NOOOOOOOO! Don't jinx it! At least one week! ONE!!!)
Ehhh... You're still here? I thought you went back to hilal's blog already
(Yea, but he isn't awake and he got his stupid trials so i'm left alone)
Kesian... Don't forget to tell him I want to meet his sister kay?
(tak nak)
=_='

After I finish watching my Lulu-sama then i go sleep sleep....

BYE~!!!

is sad to not be able to use internet because the stupid kiplak punye comp rosak and has to use other peoples laptop,
Aiwahhh...

Bakuman!! ROCKS!! TT^TT (i love you marr...?)

Ever since my dear Dell (my second brother punye laptop) left me on the 30th of August...i've been... so very alone... not being able to see my dear Lulu-sama and Takagi-sama(i have two lovers now.... sorry lulu-sama but your going a bit crazy over Nunally-chan's death...don't mind me, just babbling XD) it's been damn torturing...

BUT!

My patience has rewarded me.... i got to read bakuman chapter 4 and 5 at last!!! You're right Marr... Azuki's mom is cute XDDD....

Tra lala lala...

Feels lke heaven~~ Waiting for Code Geass R2 epi 21 to finish uploading...

I hope Mr.Apple (my first brader laptop) and i will stay together forever~ >_
ANYWAYS BACK TO REALITY....

i'll just give some "short" updates of what has been going on....

30th August
- 10pm, i was spending my last moments with Dell doing god knows what until 4.3o am....

last week or so,
-i'm offically a pengawas >_< Yaay.....wait... i'm not sure if this is a good thing or bad thing O_o

Last friday,
I started experimenting with Takeshiro's eyes (this one dude i drew).....i used his eyes for some other people too... then girls.... nah... girls don't suit these eyes....

(i dunno when but i think, last week as well)
- my lil sis pijak paku so we have to jaga heer 24/7.....

(WAIT! look on the bright side!)
bright side?
(Yes! bright side! At least you will be able to spend more quality time with your sister that you love to bully~!! :D)
Stupid! consience! Damn you hilal!! ...?
(Sigh, don't mind me people, ever since the spelling-bee....well.. let's not talk about that in front of me shall we? i'm really sensative... =_=)
It's all hilal fult!
(see look at the poor girl.... she can't even spell fault now..)
......

today
-i experimented with flavours today~!
(is that a good thing? Wait till you guys hear what she put in the RICE)
i put.... two sticks of butter, some cinnamon sticks and raisins.... psst.. and also two big teaspoons of milo..i couldn't taste it later though...
(yea, gotta admit... it tasted kinda good..)
Seee!!

That's all for today, and this shall be the last day my "konsience" will be here.... hehe, i copy hilal punye stail XDDD...

Aiwahhh....