Because We're Only Human.

Often people say, Only the closest of friends fight,

Isn't the total bull?

Fighting is just a conflict between two individuals.

After all, human being are a type of creatures who cannot understand each other solely by the truth...

It's impossible to stay away from being hurt for a life time.

But...

Try not to hurt those dearest to you...



That's how i think it should really be.

Stop The Season, Stop The Sting...

Take a deep breath... OMG OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGG!!!

Lolz, nothing, it's just that i got to see SUJU last week saturday.. WHICH WAS AWESOOOME!!! XD

I know that most of the people i know aren't crazy about this whole K-Pop thing, and that i'm weird...

BUT SO WHAT?

What the hell are you gonna do about it?? I like it!! SO WHAT????


sighhh... fucktards..

The Lone Wolf

I'm sorry if i constantly annoy you guys....


kill me now


i'm sorry.

Rain With A Chance Of Chupa Chumps...

I once asked a friend... What would you if i suddenly died? She told me that she would say to the mourner, "I knew we should've taken her seriously when she said Geography bored her to death.."

lol nady.. lol

kesian marr... i accidentally accused marr because i thought she was someone else... kesian her o__o... lol


I'M SO SORRY MARR!!!!

i hope you forgive meh!! and may this be a reminder to those of you, who put unknown display names on msn...

i'm sorry marr...

It just BURNS when the truth comes out... DOESN'T it?

Is it better to live a life, in darkness... No knowing anything, or, would you rather get hurt, so that you can know the TRUTH?

I'm moving on, but i know that, there will be times, when i'm weak or depressed, they will come haunt me...

I have friends... I'm happy..

Sorry if i don't notice that you guys are giving me support :D.. thanks to:

i)Nady and Soya

ii)Syahir
iii)Sara

and.. of course

iv)Haziq (not haziq TB ye!!)

thanks guys :D

LOVE YAA!!!

Because We're Only Human...

I guess some old scars were meant to stay permanent,
That or they heal damn slooooww... =___=

I never did realize why this pained me so goddamn much last year, a lil here and there this year..

I just thought maybe it was all my fault,
That they changed and I didn't,
I always thought..
Maybe i wasn't good enough,
Maybe I was flawed,
Maybe I was too childish..

Maybe... Maybe..

Maybe I did something that they hated so goddamn much that they decided to make me "pay back" for annoying them so much..

I kept on thinking like this last year..

God was i stupid or what..

Then i found out little bits of the truth,
What they've been saying to people and stuff,
(Ahhhh, the best thing about school... Your secret's never seem to stay 'SECRET')
After hearing what they had to say about me,
I was just thinking...

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN THINKING OF THE WHOLE LAST YEAR?
Was I that stupid?? That Idiotic??
I was a stupid fool who couldn't think for herself..

So in my head i was like...
Did they even care? Or Maybe they did care, but all that love just sorta ran out as we got older...

Well, Thanks to them, I'm slowly starting to learn how to stand up for myself...
And to not trust anybody so easily..

I guess in a way, i am trying to blame you guys for making me have the worst form two life ever...(It was my fault as well =__=)

But...

atleast I had the best form 1 life.

SANTA'S RED IS A BLOOD COLOURED HELL

The day we were born,
Would Actually Mean,
The last day we are free.

Without realizing it,
We've become boxed in,
Trapped,
Into this meaningless existence we call life,
Unable.. To. Do. ANYTHING

Marigold... marigold... marigold...

I'm hungry for some marigold jelly... Peach flavour.. please??

It's getting fucking hot and why does everyone seem to get on my nerves!!!

.................................................................

I'm bored, my back hurts...

I wanted to write about something..

Wait... i'll just let it...FLOOOOOOOWWW....

Owh yea~!!

I think this whole puppy dog love thing is nothing to be worried about, i mean, as long as you're sure that you're not totally goo goo gaga over this person it's still alright to freak people out :D (Sara knows what i mean.. OR DOES SHE?) XD

I'm tiredddd... No maid.. gotta do house chores... Only when it's the weekends i can FINALLY laze around (sbb that's when billy comes and... yea, she does all the work XD SORRY!! She'll totally smack me in the head and tell me to take out the trash when she reads this!! XD)

Cooking is so much fun, i always experiment with my food :D my sister's like "Did you put santan in the soup again??" ... I look the other way and think "That wasn't santan" ....... WTF??!!

hahahahalolololololololol XD

"bile kau... lime belass~!!"

lol, over and out~!!
AIRAH

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!

Looks like i have FINALLY changed my playlist... I miss my cake owo... So much is happening at school... I'm confused o________o i have no idea what to do with the "xxx" situation at school...

Datin forced all the kids to write the stupid surat to the PM.. and now the media and the VIP aka MR NOBODY (to meh, and most probably all the students at the skola..) is coming to our "HUMBLE" lil school and interview a couple of students and crap...

Dear god, i hope i don't get interviewed.. It's bad enough we're gonna have perhimpunan rasmi tmwr and all prefects have to stand up and "jaga" the kids for like two three hours... This is inhumane..

Where is our prefect rights!! I demand to know my fucking rights!!! ... poo =____=

~Looks Like It's Finally 'Spring' For Me~ .... FUCK..

Sighhh... Love is such a bitch.

Benar Kerana Adil, Tidak Kerana Benar~!!

School is so much better now... It's all thanks to....

THE POWER OF SUGGESTION~!!! :D

Yup... TT___TT Tis is mmmmeh secret!! I start my day thinking, todays gonna be a really good day! School is going to be great! And at the end of the day... I FEEL GREAT!

:D

~I'm lovin it~

Don't Complicate It, Just UNComplicate it... (OMG, a tajuk that finally has some actual connection to the post o___O)

If you really think about it, life isn't really that complicated!! I mean, seriously!!

I guess all we have to do in life is just live it? It's not that hard o___o we just poop, eat, sleep, meet old people meet new people, eat, poop, sleep...

And all the problems that we encounter in life, i guess those are just mostly the problems you created by yourself(or mostly other :D). You make these problems stress you out so much, you start blaming others and yourself. Haven't you ever stopped and think, that it's all in the mind? That maybe it's because you think too much about it? Don't. If it's a problem on the inside, face it, on the outside confront it!

It's no use keeping it all bubbled up inside, because whether we like it or not, it's gonna come out eventually......

The human mind isn't something that is easily described. If you think that it's going to happen it will most likely happen, it you REALLY think you sound like Brad Pitt or some other 'star' then your mind will make you think so! What do they call it? yea... The Power Of Suggestion :D

I wonder... If we committed a crime, and for some reason they use a lie detector, i wonder if we could get away with it... o___o now that's something to think about...

We Are Finally Gonna Get Lockers In School..... FINALLY!!! Gawd.. And You Expect These People To HAve ATLEAST SOME Quick Development In Schools +___+

Once upon a Time,
In A Land Far Far FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR Away...
With The Initial B.J By The Way,
Lives A Group Of Youngsters,
Ready To Make A Change In The World!

For Some reason,
The Sun hadn't been very nice to them that day,
Many had sweat blood and puked water(?)(doesn't it just make you go wtf :D)
It wasn't pretty o________o(and this is merely me overreacting +____+)

We saving the world till there was none to save!
It was break-time so we went to the nearby tent to grab some kickapoo juice,
We were just minding our own business until...

In all of a sudden the sky became gray,
We knew what fate would befall on this earth,
All we could think of was our sketchbooks and our 'only to be found on ebay' bags...
BACK AT THE MOTHERSHIP!!!
(jeng jeng jeng...)

We were in a deep hole,

Going by foot was dreaded journey that we did not intend to take,
But Then we saw a SILVERLINING,
Out of nowhere a shimmering light from the heavens above had shined down on a humble MBSA truck,
It saved us... our sketchbooks... THANK YOU MBSA TRUCK~!!!

With our arms on the edge,
Our feet on the seats,
Our butts on floor,
We were riding in... STYLE...

We were (temporarily) fast and indestructible!!
We laughed at everyone we could've possibly laughed at!
And in the end we got to our sketchbooks and 'only to found on ebay' bags were safe...
Little did we know...


THE END
BASED ON A TRUE STORY : D


We were just at this tree planting program... =__________=

On The Eve Of Christmas...

There is this one cartoon on PlayHouse Disney, it's called The Little Brown Bear, this is the remake of it's theme song. Btw, i happen to "LOVE" the little brown bear~! =____________=



On The Eve Of Christmas Night,
He Poked A Needle In His Eye,
He Tried To Sleep But Cried And Cried,
And Bled To Death Throughout The Night.

His Mother Found Him On His Floor,
And Pulled The Trigger,
Said Nothing More,
She Fell Instantly Near The Door,
All The Neighbors heard but said nothing more.

When Papa Bear Came Back From Work,
And Kinda Took It As A Joke,
And When He Realized It Was Real,
He Cut His Throat Without A Squeal.

The Whole Bear Clan Came To Visit That Night,
But Just Stared Silently At The Gruesome Sight,
One Of Them Spoke "We Shouldn't Let Them Go To Waste,
And Gobbled Them Up Fast AS A Train.

First Day...

......

This is the worst first day of school....

EVER...

I hate my school and the people inside it.